wishing upon the stars

Thursday, September 21, 2006

last day in jun yuan sec!!!

wat a sign of relief....whoosh...i feel gd...my last day in this horrible sec sch is finally over...this also mean that i am no longer a relief teacher...no need to act here and there le..ahahaz...coolzzz...however...due to money constraint, i would continue to call other schools...hopefully i can go over to a better sch...ahahaz...

oh well...yesterday was kind of sad...y always when i sms her she would either not reply or give a very super duper short reply....sometimes halfway she may even cut off any reply...i was pissed off yesterday...and i think i the last sms i sent her was a bit harsh...y has it got to turn out like this??

went to town in Lido to catch a movie with daron again...we watch the banquet...i dunno wat happen in the end and not so sure wat the whole movie was screening...but at the minimum level , i do know it is talking about a love story...the king who killed his bro and ursup the throne even married his bro wife...think he ursup the throne because of his bro wife...though ethically i think its terribly wrong to do so...i admire him....Y???he drank the posion wine his wife(also his bro wife) gave him...even he knows it a posion wine....this show how devoted he is to the beauty...anyway no one can resist zhang ziyi charm..she is gorgeous...i am willing to die for her too...ahahaz....well..love is great...

wat is the most poisonous poison- to mi is a women heart

my friend say that i got good results...yes...i admit this time i was surprise too that i have such results and i really did not expect it....after watching the banquet...this is wat i feel...yes...though i have gd results...though i better in certain aspect as compared to bernard and my friends...but wat the use...who do i share my happiness and sadness with??no one...i got nobody to share with...so wat if i am the best in my studies...richest guy in the world...like the king...he is willing to drink down the poison wine when he knew that the queen never loveed him before...even he did so many things for her....

take this for eg...not to bad mouth anyone...let say bernard results are far below mi and when his results are out..his gf gave him a hug and a kiss...never mind...u can do better next time and dun be too sad....while when i got my results i can only report to my parent and they nod their head and say ok!!!!to mi bernard is more fortunate than mi....

CAN HUMAN BEING HAVE NO EMOTIONS??NO LOVE??

~}Dreaming of you @ {10:46 PM}

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