wishing upon the stars

Thursday, August 31, 2006

bored!!!!

AAWWWW...chase away my boredom plssss...wa...holiday so bored man...got to go find a job...

No money to spent on many things...dammm...that y i am so bored...

ok...got to watch tv le...

bb....

~}Dreaming of you @ {6:31 AM}

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Saturday, August 12, 2006

haizz...haven been doing much lately...exams around the corner again...everytime exam are near,my mood is usually foul and i got this feeling that i am going to be sick again...

haizz...i want to be happy...but thing dun work out that way...i see some of my friends who are breezing through their poly life and i envy them...STUDY HARD!!!chiong chiomg chiong...and get urself so upset and fustrated...worry about resluts every day...instead of helping each other in their work, they curse the other party not to get well...so that fall into the COM( certificate of merit) category....back stab each other...conceal notes and not reveal to other friends...what the F*** is this....

i really get tired of playing this game..for years i been trying to get to the top...sometimes i fail..sometimes i suceed...but i ask myself...have i been guilty of the above crimes??yes..definetly...i know those ppl who are trying to get to the top are all doing this...i know it...just that i did not say it...and i follow suit...

y???y cant i just do my best and keep a clear and happy mind...instead of getting headache because of "what if"...

WHAT IF I DID NOT GET AN A??

wHAT IF MY GPA DROP???

WHAT IF I CANNOT ENTER INTO A PRESTIGIOUS UNIVERSITY??

WHAT IF MY POSITION DROP AGAIN??

WHAT IF...WHAT IF.....WHAT IF....

I AM REALLY TIRED...

~}Dreaming of you @ {3:55 AM}

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

chen xiao chun - The one I love

~}Dreaming of you @ {7:20 PM}

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Confused

Life is so stressed...after completing two major project, an heavy weightage ICA is coming....

Haizzz...the whole programme is so complicated...how am i going to learn that...one mistake in my ICA then its gone man...so how am i going to score for that??

I was listening to 93.3 fm and heard this...this guy went steady with his gf and his gf actually like the other guy...the gal even told him that no one can replace that guy in her heart....i feel that guys is terribly stupid...the guy even told her that if u choose him instead i will wish u happiness, after knowing that she been talking on the phone with the other guy for hrs every night...but later they got married...lol...life is so ironic...

I heard this sentence from a seminar....the poorest person is one who has a lot of dreams but cannot acheive it....

then probably i think i had join the community of the poor...cause i have lots of dream...but haven been acheiving them...i wonder when will i...i always give up half way...but i seriously need a degree...will i be able to get one??when i already having headache in poly studies...

What a life...can someone all my sufferings??

~}Dreaming of you @ {6:12 AM}

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