Thursday, August 18, 2005
Mooncakes for sale
hello guys...moonckaes festive is coming...wanna buy some for ur love ones...dun hestitate..buy it from mi...free delivery plus discount avaliable...certified by NYP...more than 20 different types of flavours to choose from...u name it..NYP has it...prices are justified....confirm cheaper than market prices....prices ranges from $18 to $35...
~}Dreaming of you @ {1:41 AM}
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Mooncakes
delicious moonckaes for sale at reasonable price....$30 and above...discount are given...guarantee by NYP...many differents flavours...if interested pls contact mi at 98569151...
~}Dreaming of you @ {11:38 PM}
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
Presentation!!!
hmmm...presentation again...almost time for the presentation already...so wat's next...so sianz...y do i miss her...that a gd qn...i also dunno her...y do i lost her....i know the ans....probably i am a jerk...y didnt i treat her well....qn like this flash through my mind evey moments i think about her...would i be able to patch up with her again...i always ask myself this question....but there isn't an answer to it...what am i supposed to do now???lol...probably got no mood to do almost everything...haizzzzz..................life is terrible for mi man...wtfffffffffffff
~}Dreaming of you @ {10:17 PM}
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
NDP
blogging again...NDP...wahahaz...it was so boring lor...i slept at eight lor...ahahaz...but NDP eve was fun though....i went for the countdown..saw many revellers over there...happily dancing and celebrating away....it was hip that night...i went there with 3 of my gay friends...lol...chin sian.chee siang,tommy yeow and me...ahahaz..we went to marina to watxh movie call the seven swords and we actually ran out during the end of the movie...for wat???we ran all the way from the movie theatre to the esplanade to watch the fireworks...lol...but i actually went to toliet at the start of the fireworks...ahahaz...too many ppl liao...not interested in squeezing with those revellers...ahahaz...then we went over to meet our friends and have supper...haizzz...wat a long day...tired but happy...but.....if i have her with mi..i would have been happier...juz some wishful thinking of mine...lol...meet my ex....only say bb...ahahaz...nth to say...feel weird seeing her....but think she got bf liao...also wish her all the best...ahahaz...
~}Dreaming of you @ {2:41 AM}
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Monday, August 08, 2005
if i know it at first,y do i still did that
i was confident...so confident...or maybe too confident...that my relationship was a solid one...i was her first...they say gals will be very serious during their first relationship...believing this, i was confident that my relationship will last if i dun break up with her...i neglected her...i treat her badly...i never treasure her...she was a gd gal...she was tolerant towards mi...but i take thing too far...i never put my heart and soul into this relationship...i did not treasure her...sign appeared...i ignored...i continue with my ways...finally lead to a outcome i never believe...i acepted it...because it was my fault...i try to apologise and correct my ways...but its too late...no doubt...it too late...during my days being single...i think about her...i blame myself...i miss her...i need her...but i cannot do anything....i msg her...her occasion reply was a miricle...i dun blame her...i ask her to go out with mi...it never happens...so wat now???i also dunno...CONFUSED>>>>>>>>>>
~}Dreaming of you @ {2:19 AM}
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
Monday
Incarcerated in this small round again...this week probably going to to be busiest week of all...got lots of stuffs to do but still dun have the mood to do...because of someone...i am still thinking of her...legions of people clouded the room last saturday and we waited till late in the night to play my general...we were so mad till we play till 6 am in the morning the following day..i only managed to get an hrs of sleep...then i am off to the centre to play my games again...i find its an effective get rid of the image of her....think later then i may post another blog...i have no mood to post now...bb....
~}Dreaming of you @ {10:11 PM}
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
a piece of advice
hmmmm....brennan...hope i spell ur name correctly...ur blog was motivating...i like it really much...here i have a short quote to sucess..."success do not comes with stength...it come with perseverance"...i believe in this..to succeed in something...not only do u need strong will(meaning perseverance)...u also need to sacrifice something...there is always up and down throughout a person life cycle...take the blow and learn from it...then u will be able to reach ur next phase of life..to mi...every failure means another phase of new life...wat we have today does not come easily...now i am facing the falling side of my life...and i am trying to pick myself out of that mess...i know i can and i will do it...i know guys it difficult to face failure...but who doesn't...running away only deprieve u of having a new start...dun give up...my aim is to be rich..i work for it..i wan to be successful...i am trying very hard to do it...it does not comes with one or two days of hard work...its a long term commitment...for those who are not doing anything for their future..i suggest start it now..have a dream and work for it...u are likely to attain it...dream are something that allows us to carry on with our life and the hope to be able to achieve something..without dream, u will have nth to look forward...u will be like a zombie wandering on the streets...it is also pointless to carry on with ur life without dreams...trun nothing into something...we can if we try...
~}Dreaming of you @ {11:11 PM}
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town
Friday!!!last day of weekdays...imagine how happy i am today...hrs before weekends comes...the last day of this interminable weekdays...think today is all tep students wish for...wooooohhhh...cool man..hmmmm..tonight programme abit special...after days of stressful tuition session and car practical...today is the time to relax...town...ya..i am going to town today...probably suntec ba....to have dinner...yummy..ahahaz...glue to this squeaky and noisy chair and feeling so irksome...haizzz...how i wish this stopover would end soon....
~}Dreaming of you @ {5:52 PM}
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
routine
back to my routine life..down to my busy life again...car learning session accompany by tuition at night make me so busy...still got to help my dad...can hardly breathe...wa..everyday is like a long day to me..busy but enriching...makes me feel gd after wasting my precious life away in tep...at least i make good use of my time after tep...24 hrs per day isn't really enough to mi...hope for more to increase my hours of sleep....doing all this to pave a way for myself after being lost in a land of nowhere...now i am seeing some headway already...trying to mitigate myself from all these excruciating feelings by telling myself achievements come with hard work...arrrgghh...jia you...and stay happy..
~}Dreaming of you @ {8:31 PM}
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That y u go away!!!
baby won't u tell mi y...there is sadness in ur eyes...i dun wanna say goodbye to u...love is one big illusion...i shld try to forget...but there is something live in my head...i'm the one to set it up...u the one to make it stop...i'm the who's feeling dust like now...now u wan mi to forget...every little thing u say...
~}Dreaming of you @ {1:19 AM}
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
blogging
hi guys...here i am blogging again...mi now in tep...it damnn bored...i am doing nth..only staring at the screen...if u guys got any interesting webby that i can log in sch...pls share with mi...now i got nth to do..i started to think about her....think she is in hospital now...probably will be discharge today...i did send her a couple of msg but she didnt reply mi...however...during my morning break,it was like miricle...she somehow reply mi...thought it was short...but it was heart warming..i know i am deceiving myself..but wat can i do...i did not sleep well for a couple of day...waited till late in the night hoping for her sms...wat can i do??yesterday night even got my hand burnt as i was not concentrating on my stuff...haizzz....so NDP observance had just ended...wa...it was crap...my whole mind was just filled with her all day...dun even have the mood to celebrate...how i wish she was there...i juz wish to see her so much...
~}Dreaming of you @ {10:39 PM}
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愛妳 不是因為妳的美而已 我越來越愛妳 每個眼神觸動我的心 因為妳讓我看見FOREVER 才了解自己 未來這些日子 要好好珍惜 愛我 有些痛苦 有些不公平 如果真的愛我 不是理所當然的決定 感到妳的呼吸在我耳邊 像微風神奇 溫柔的安撫 我的不安定 所以我要 每天研究妳的笑容 嗚 多麼自然 ＊FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER LOVE 我只想用我這一輩子去愛妳 從今以後 妳會是所有 幸福的理由 愛情 是場最美最遠的旅行 沿途雨季泥濘 偶爾阻礙我們的前進 感到妳的體溫在我懷裡 像陽光和絢 巧妙的融化 我的不安定 不可思議 證明我愛妳的理由 嗚 多麼自然 重唱 ＊ 妳感動的眼睛 我沉默的聲音 彷彿就是最好的證明 就讓我再說一次 I LOVE YOU 哦 直到永遠 重唱 ＊ FOREVER LOVE (x3)
~}Dreaming of you @ {5:57 PM}
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Monday, August 01, 2005
my first time...
thanks guys...thanks to u guys for accompanying mi throughout my darken days...2 weeks of sad and desolated days have passed..i am all ready to start all over again...i wont be going into a relationsahip in the near future...probably for about one year,to allow me to recuperate....what pass have been pass...now my aim is to finish those stuff i left it undone...i got lots of aims and ambition...probably this is the time for mi to finish it one by one...now my life is like a piece of glass shattered on the floor and i am going to pick it up and assemble it piece by piece...this would be difficult but i am going to do it...i will not leave it lying on the floor shattered...i wish to tell her that i am taking another route and i wont be behind following her...maybe we will meet at some junction,maybe we will not....but whatever happens...i wish her all the best...
~}Dreaming of you @ {8:15 PM}
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story that reflects mi!!!
i recently heard another short story that best describe mi and my failed relationship...the story is about a man who ride his horse to a beach...once he was there,he went swimming and went he came up from the sea,he found his horse was gone...then came his friends who came over to console him...but instead of appreciating their kindness,the guy started blamming them and even take his fustration on his friends...his friends was angry and later ignore him...their friendship was gone...forever...juz because the guy,in the fit of anger,blame and scolded his friends....the moral behind this story is be kind ot ur friend or love ones...never take out ur anger or fustration on them...if not ,u will not only be hurting urself, but also those around u...
i finally realised how important this story meant to mi...it has taught mi a not of things...also it had made mi understood y my previous relationship failed,...i finally realised...but it too later...once gone never regain...
~}Dreaming of you @ {7:41 AM}
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