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Thursday, September 28, 2006

thur!!!!

went out with ash and daron yesterday and was being introduced two girls again...but sadly, i did not take their no...daron did anyway....went to KTV in bedok and finally bought my shoes on queenway shopping centre with daron and bird...lol...yesterday actually i did not intend to sing in there but i gave in the end...i usually dun sing cause my singing really sucks...ahahaz...cannot make it la....went to play pool after that and found that my pool skills suck too...ahahaz...

Bachelor club...

looks like it gonna lose one member....i also dunno what is jeric doing...promise to meet up on mon but could not even contact him...until today his hp is still off...mi and ash so scary meh...even if he is sad about his results, i guess shld be alright by now ba...but y still cannot contact him...haizz...dunno what he really wants....wanna make a outing with christina and him but could not get him...how to organise??

Maximum...

guess i have reach my maximum liao...been waiting for her for more than a yr liao...she still like that...her blog would never mention my name...she would rather mention other guys name but not mine...she never sms mi...even i sms her she would give the most cruel replies...y am i still waiting for her...enough is enough...i swear i am not going to be the one making the first move...NEVER EVER AGAIN!!!!!even it mean to delete her no i will....i will remain faithful to my single stautes and stay in my cosy bachelor club...

~}Dreaming of you @ {8:06 AM}

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Monday, September 25, 2006

boring days!!!

wa..si bei sianz lei...koazzzz....so bored...went out everyday...but still bored...i am bored...ahahaz....

oh ya...application to france has been sucessful...i am defintely going to NICE...the sch i am studying is cerum....wow...first time travelling so far...gd experience...mixed feelings...i take one step at a time ba...

~}Dreaming of you @ {10:27 PM}

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Thursday, September 21, 2006

last day in jun yuan sec!!!

wat a sign of relief....whoosh...i feel gd...my last day in this horrible sec sch is finally over...this also mean that i am no longer a relief teacher...no need to act here and there le..ahahaz...coolzzz...however...due to money constraint, i would continue to call other schools...hopefully i can go over to a better sch...ahahaz...

oh well...yesterday was kind of sad...y always when i sms her she would either not reply or give a very super duper short reply....sometimes halfway she may even cut off any reply...i was pissed off yesterday...and i think i the last sms i sent her was a bit harsh...y has it got to turn out like this??

went to town in Lido to catch a movie with daron again...we watch the banquet...i dunno wat happen in the end and not so sure wat the whole movie was screening...but at the minimum level , i do know it is talking about a love story...the king who killed his bro and ursup the throne even married his bro wife...think he ursup the throne because of his bro wife...though ethically i think its terribly wrong to do so...i admire him....Y???he drank the posion wine his wife(also his bro wife) gave him...even he knows it a posion wine....this show how devoted he is to the beauty...anyway no one can resist zhang ziyi charm..she is gorgeous...i am willing to die for her too...ahahaz....well..love is great...

wat is the most poisonous poison- to mi is a women heart

my friend say that i got good results...yes...i admit this time i was surprise too that i have such results and i really did not expect it....after watching the banquet...this is wat i feel...yes...though i have gd results...though i better in certain aspect as compared to bernard and my friends...but wat the use...who do i share my happiness and sadness with??no one...i got nobody to share with...so wat if i am the best in my studies...richest guy in the world...like the king...he is willing to drink down the poison wine when he knew that the queen never loveed him before...even he did so many things for her....

take this for eg...not to bad mouth anyone...let say bernard results are far below mi and when his results are out..his gf gave him a hug and a kiss...never mind...u can do better next time and dun be too sad....while when i got my results i can only report to my parent and they nod their head and say ok!!!!to mi bernard is more fortunate than mi....

CAN HUMAN BEING HAVE NO EMOTIONS??NO LOVE??

~}Dreaming of you @ {10:46 PM}

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

love life!!

the last blog i gonna post for today is the recap of my love life...Y do gals always say that it the heartless guy who broke my heart again??

i beg to differ from this statement...i only can say that these gals deserve that...y??

since sec 2..i like a gal...hmmm...but think i was rejected many time because i was ugly and was fat...yeahh...i was fat and ugly...i accepted it and it was ttrue...but if that gal would accept mi at that point in time...i truly believe that she will be happy...cause my feelings toward her were true...but the fact is that gals go for looks...u wan looks and faithfulness??got...1 in a thousand...and i hope those gal will have luck searching for it...so when a gal come crying to u and say my handsome bf has ditch mi for another pretty gal...ans her this....u shld have expected that when u r looking for a handsome bf....look at bird...he is not handsome but i can see he really treat his gf well...his gf is really contented...looking at them..i am happy for him but sad for myself...cause i am still lonely....

when i finish my O levels and succeed in my weight losing programme...i lost quite a lot...i would not say i look handsome at that point in time...but i was able to attract a few gals and was one the most popular among the 4 guys( bird, sk, daron and mi)...bird was the last and yet he is so happy with his gf....ahahaz...at that point of time..i really hate gals...i really wanted to play them out...i did not cherish those gals i have..ended up ditching and getting ditched....looking at that...i was really remorseful for wat i have done...i hope i had cherish the last gal i had...

with a twist of fate...sk and bird are happily with their gf...very stable and both parties are really contended...daron is now more popular with gals now...ahahaz...i am the loser now who has grown much fatter and ugly...i dunno how bad am i...but come to think of it...this is not a bad arrangement too...this shows if a gal like mi now she really like mi for who i am...not because i am good looking or watever....aahahaz...need that to console myself....

FRIENDS!!!
oh ya...bird recently introduced two gals to us that day....mi and daron i mean...hmmm...so mi and daron each take a no...bird tell mi that they are both good gals...but i still have no confidence to go woo a gal...dunno how daron doing too...i am restrictive into going onto a relationship too...but seeing bird and sk so happy with their gf...i really hope to settle down too...i also dunno what i wan...think it the same for daron...i am afraid that the whole relationship would turn out to be a mess again...i dun even have the courage to start...ahahaz...wat a wastre...

~}Dreaming of you @ {3:29 AM}

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MY work!!!

My work was horrible...i admit that i dunno how to be a teacher...the pay was gd...but the students are incorrigble...i finally know that i cannot be a secondary school teacher...this is probably the only positive impact the school gave mi...

i everyday shout at them until i almost lose my voice and feel so restrictive on entering their classroom...i am scared of them actually....afrraid to even see them...they always got mi into trouble...everytime i relief a class..a teacher, vice principle or principle would walk pass and come into my class and scold them...this has proven that i am a useless teacher...unable to control the students not to make so much noise...but i did shout at them...they think i am just singing...damm....

i was so angry that day that i could not control my anger and used vulgar language...lol...the students used this to threaten mi and make mi treat them lunch...lol...wat a joke...stupid students....

i was also asked by the HOD(head of department) to cut my hair...no matter how i cut they still call mi a gangster teacher...i also dunno wat to do...i am so tired...gansgter??dio i really look like one??i am really a gd boy but no one believe mi in the school...lol....

lastly i was so pissed off by a girl...she is in sec 1 and class 1t1...she call mi more than 10 time each day telling mi hat she wans to commit suicide...at first i thought it is real...but her constant sms tell mi that she do not have the courage to commit suicide...i dunno at she wan from mi...she sms mi like mad...i did not bothereed to reply her....i lied to her so as to accompany my friends...thinking that i shld spent quality time with my friend when i am out with them..but instead...they had a bad impression of mi and say i lied too much and had a long nose...wat a joke...had i know this..i would have hid in a corner and talk to the sec one gal...

but anyway...just as i expected...she also did not commit suicide...dunno what she wan from mi...now call mi to teach her science...tell mi she dunno the whole book...how to teach!!!!

~}Dreaming of you @ {3:01 AM}

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results!!

today i gonna post a couple of blog to make up for those blogs that i haven been posting for a long time...first of all..let mi talk about my results...true enough..i got the results that i wanted for a long time finally...actually this was not disclose to anyone...but some idiot...uses the password i gave him last time to help mi check something to check my results...

I was pissed off initially but i kept my temper...how could he do that...not funny lor....think he dunno the word privacy well enough...no one can be trusted!!!!F***

since he know..i might as well disclose in my blog so that everyone who read my blog would know...no need to ask mi...maybe there would be some still interested to know...

i got 2 AD,3 A and 1 B+....my GPA is 3.503...detailed enough??

~}Dreaming of you @ {2:55 AM}

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Monday, September 04, 2006

wat a life!!!!

wat a wonderful life i have during my holidays...i skip work for a couple of days and do nothing at hm...went out and spent so much money till i got a hard time during the weekends...only went out with daron most of the time...so bored...not that he is bored...but i really need something to spice up my life...dammm

as for work...currently working for the hopeless burger king which pays 3.50 per hr...that y i been skipping work...they only give mi work 5 hrs...and its less than 20 per day...i dun see the point...lol...so dammm sianzz....

haizzz...recently someone ask mi whether i have forgotten or given up the gal which start with an M and ends with an A...lol...i was stumbled over the qn...i also dunno how to ans...i only know that she says her blog was supposed to be private...seems like she only gave one guy name richie...think maybe she is close with him...i also dunno whether she is single a not...to think i went the whole hell of seraching and asking be4 getting her blog..izzit worth it??her sms reply has clearly shown that mi and her is confirm impossible...wonder what am i doing...

what shld i do now...dammm...i think i muz start building my confidence and get gals no...ask them out...dammm...so i wont feel so bored..i been saying for such a long time...but still...i did not maange to get any no...looking at my tummy and facing the mirror looking at myself...i think i have lost all the confidence...when i see pretty gals..i did not even look at them directly....that not mi...shittt...

~}Dreaming of you @ {1:55 AM}

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