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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

ProJECTSS!!!!

YYYYYYYY???????y has it got to be like this...international biz pro 1......come on...i am one of the members who did the most job on the project...but still i ot the lowest among the grp...true...my presentation suk...but it not fair...grading presentation independently from the report....Y???members who never even did a single thing got A just becase he presented well...shittt....haizzz...so wish to give up on the third ICA....dammm...

~}Dreaming of you @ {6:09 AM}

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

stress!!!!

hohoho....wa...company law project was a simple task and it nearly killed mi...maybe because i wasn't too sure of my grp capability and wanna take charge of everything and this make mi so super stress...

recently have discovered myself simple keeping quiet...like to do things alone...walk alone...finally...one yr of singlehood had made mi able to suit myself comfortably into this kind of life...something like my o levels...everyday only stress about my test and exams....izzit gd??noticing that i seldom speak to gal...or rather i dun joke anymore...i become very serious...no more smiles whenever i walk...i look so solemn and fierce...izzit true??

i find that my gal friends are depreciating...i now never even go out with gal nor chat on the phone...omg..am i becoming gay??ahahaz...well..i do wan to enlarge my social circles with gals...but i felt inferior...thinking that i becoming very fat and no longer look gd..that confidence in me has gone....what has happen???

~}Dreaming of you @ {4:31 AM}

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Thursday, July 13, 2006

陈浩民 _-_爱海滔滔

~}Dreaming of you @ {10:23 PM}

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SAD!!

bernard say he is sad..i also dunno what is he sad about??sad with such a gd gf...lol...then what about mi...i got an incomplete life and that without love...ahahaz...who more sad...

went to take the pass from ash and on the walkway to B503, i saw her...when i was about to open that door to take that pass she nearly bump onto mi...lol....she look like an angel man...met her thrice today...something i have notice is that everytime i look at her she never look back...lol...sad sia...ahahaz...haizzz...she is gorgeous...somemore in QQ class if i am not wrong...

but anyway i shld not be thinking of that...i may be leaving NYP though...i had submitted my application for france...going for the director interview next week...i stand a high chance to go...i do have a little bit of unwillingness to leave my friends and NYP...but on a larger view...i suppose i shld better leave...to avoid all the miserable feelings i got to face everyday....maybe this four mths will allow mi to forget all the unhappiness contained in mi...if my application is approved...this sem will be my last sem...and effectively i will be leaving this sch in three more weeks...ahahz...i would wan to delete her no once i finish my exam and the france trip is approved...i wont be seeing her again...

~}Dreaming of you @ {4:01 AM}

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Friday, July 07, 2006

JULY!!!!

time flies...july has come and my test are driving mi mad...exam are approaching too...gonna do something about it...

Had a chat with two of my classmates on why they do not want to have gf where the rest of my friends are dying for it...ahahaz...

mi:ys, did u ever had a gf??
YS: no...dun give a damm about it..
MI:but y??other ppl are dying for it...
YS:relationship is the worst investment...it does not give u anything...take my sis for eg...she also broke up with her bf after he went into army...we are entering NS soon...when a guy goes into NS the gal usually dun stay...so y bother...moreever...it cost a bomb to have a gf...and only make ur heart breaks when u break up...u dun gain anything...
MI:not so jia liat la...does have some intangibles in the beginning...but it will still end somehow..

MI;hg,u once had a gf...but u dun have one now...are u not interested in finding one more??
HG:One more??never thought of that...i wan to enter into a local uni first..anyway...wat YS has said makes sense...maybe when i enter into a uni then find one ba...better and more stable...now will only affect my studies....

CONCLUSION:
what ys said make sense...i support his way of thinking...relationship is the worst investment i ever made in my life...all it ends up with is a broken heart that take so much time for it to be mended...not to forget i am entering into NS...moreever...i wish to try the local uni...though i may not have a gd chance for it...SO IT GD TO STAY AS A BACHAELOR...

think this gonna be my last blog that includes her...went to her blog again and suppose i am a loyal fan of her blog...ahahaz...read her whole blog and realise she only mention me once in her blog...and that was a bad memory...ahahaz...she say she was too busy with work lately with lot of presentation and so on and had no time to go out...but her blog does not tally with what she say...she went out with her friends and even had the time to watch soccer...ahahz..she rather mention outings with other guys than mine...nice one...she does not even knows how to lie..ok..enough of that...

So the next time i blog will be something happy and would be exclusive to mi and my friends...ahahaz...off to study my IB...what a horrible module...

~}Dreaming of you @ {4:58 AM}

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