wishing upon the stars

Friday, June 30, 2006

life!!

thought everything was going well..but never did i expect the feelings would come back to mi again..she is back to her own self...i shld say this time i would not tolerate that..yesterday i was eating cup noodles outside cheers with daron at about 2 am...bought along a coffee too...then i found out i was left a one dollars...i was initially planning to spent it since i could not do much with one dollars...meanwhile i heard a sound...something like test ur destiny...i am not too sure either...ahahaz

i flick that one dollar into the palm reading monster....it says there my love life sux...i totally agree...that is y i haven got a gf till now...ahahaz...ran out of thing i wan to write...

bb...ahahaz

~}Dreaming of you @ {1:23 AM}

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Thursday, June 29, 2006

AIS

AIS aka accounting information system...i dunno y the hell are we studying that...it is not related to accounting at all...nevertheless...the ans in the exam script and tutorial are not in the notes either...so y are we still studying that??got a low C for that...wan a plus also dun have...shit...worst module i ever come across...i did put in effort lor...but...it did not turn out well....

~}Dreaming of you @ {1:08 PM}

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Monday, June 19, 2006

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~}Dreaming of you @ {9:38 PM}

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

Me & Myself

Pri sch- i was a dumbliest fool on earth and did not excel in anything.espically studies.

Sec 1 & 2- I was still the same and i did not fare well in studies.Moreever, I was caught for stealing and luckily my teacher was kind enough not to report mi to the police. I was the only one caught in my gang. People discriminate me and even the teacher did so. I was force to sit in the middle of the class and on the floor. Nobody wanted to be friends with me.

Sec 3,4 & 5- i swore to prove everyone wrong. Got what i wanted in my N and O levels.

Post O level life- It was my first time i ever experience in a relationship. It was short though. I broke the gals heart. Well, i got my retribution too. Another gal broke my heart too. Went into jc and quit cause on the pretext that i was not good in my english and math. I though i wanted a nicer environment to study and play at the same time. Went into poly then with my friends.

Poly life- Got another gf but this still, good things dun last long. Did not do well for my first yr, but improve over the next few sem.

Current- Yr 3 now. Will i fare well or badly?i know the ans myself. I do not have the motivation to study. I felt something was missing in my life. What is that??

~}Dreaming of you @ {8:31 PM}

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Me & Myself

~}Dreaming of you @ {8:31 PM}

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Monday, June 12, 2006

holiday!!

high expectation for this holiday...but things went wrong...i stared at the notes for days...but i just got no mood to study..i tried doing my tutorials...but i do it half heartedly...moreover...it was not even half done...blanks were left all over...so wat shld i be doing??and wat am i doing...

drank beer for the past few days...hoping to get some sleep...but i still stayed up till 3 am...suppose to be doing tutorial..but wasnt sober enough to do it...went to play some games...but my computer sux...it break down when i'm down...

gone case liao..this sem would be a total disaster...wat am i doing??

~}Dreaming of you @ {10:13 PM}

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Saturday, June 03, 2006

Singapore!!!

have this sudden thought that how i wish to get out of this country...SIngaporeeee is not my hm...this is not home truly....look at other country..their welfare are much better then here...

if i able to get out of this country to australia to study...i wanna stay there if they accept...despite the discrimination and the second class citizen...i am still proud to say i love there...although i have not been there...but i am can imagine...it a land of enjoyment...a land of freedom...a land of relaxation...

~}Dreaming of you @ {3:58 AM}

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Friday, June 02, 2006

loneliness

Route of destruction is just in front of me...shld i be taking?i dun know...felt so lonely today...i saw hazel today...the gal i went to take no from...well...because i was desperately trying to prove to jeric and ash that i am not a corward....

and wat did i do??i turn my back as i dun wan to face her...well..not that i am shy or wat...but i just do not want ppl to know that i am taking lunch alone...i hate taking lunch alone, especially when there others having their grps and chatting away...i feel lonely...

Usually when i have lunch alone, i would just make sure i am gobbling down the food..my face would not face up as i do not want to see familiar faces..

i was calculating my budget while i was walking to IBRC...hmm...i am spending about 5 dollars for my lunch..it not just today...it common for me to spent that much...i only went canteen to eat...i spent so much because i like to snack a lot..that y....therefore..the ultimate conclusion came to my mind...since i am taking 50 buck a week only..then i should not be having gf...this is another reason for mi to justify y i should be having one...ahahz

~}Dreaming of you @ {12:12 AM}

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