Saturday, August 12, 2006
haizz...haven been doing much lately...exams around the corner again...everytime exam are near,my mood is usually foul and i got this feeling that i am going to be sick again...
haizz...i want to be happy...but thing dun work out that way...i see some of my friends who are breezing through their poly life and i envy them...STUDY HARD!!!chiong chiomg chiong...and get urself so upset and fustrated...worry about resluts every day...instead of helping each other in their work, they curse the other party not to get well...so that fall into the COM( certificate of merit) category....back stab each other...conceal notes and not reveal to other friends...what the F*** is this....
i really get tired of playing this game..for years i been trying to get to the top...sometimes i fail..sometimes i suceed...but i ask myself...have i been guilty of the above crimes??yes..definetly...i know those ppl who are trying to get to the top are all doing this...i know it...just that i did not say it...and i follow suit...
y???y cant i just do my best and keep a clear and happy mind...instead of getting headache because of "what if"...
WHAT IF I DID NOT GET AN A??
wHAT IF MY GPA DROP???
WHAT IF I CANNOT ENTER INTO A PRESTIGIOUS UNIVERSITY??
WHAT IF MY POSITION DROP AGAIN??
WHAT IF...WHAT IF.....WHAT IF....
I AM REALLY TIRED...
~}Dreaming of you @ {3:55 AM}
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