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Thursday, July 20, 2006

stress!!!!

hohoho....wa...company law project was a simple task and it nearly killed mi...maybe because i wasn't too sure of my grp capability and wanna take charge of everything and this make mi so super stress...

recently have discovered myself simple keeping quiet...like to do things alone...walk alone...finally...one yr of singlehood had made mi able to suit myself comfortably into this kind of life...something like my o levels...everyday only stress about my test and exams....izzit gd??noticing that i seldom speak to gal...or rather i dun joke anymore...i become very serious...no more smiles whenever i walk...i look so solemn and fierce...izzit true??

i find that my gal friends are depreciating...i now never even go out with gal nor chat on the phone...omg..am i becoming gay??ahahaz...well..i do wan to enlarge my social circles with gals...but i felt inferior...thinking that i becoming very fat and no longer look gd..that confidence in me has gone....what has happen???

~}Dreaming of you @ {4:31 AM}

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