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Friday, June 02, 2006

loneliness

Route of destruction is just in front of me...shld i be taking?i dun know...felt so lonely today...i saw hazel today...the gal i went to take no from...well...because i was desperately trying to prove to jeric and ash that i am not a corward....

and wat did i do??i turn my back as i dun wan to face her...well..not that i am shy or wat...but i just do not want ppl to know that i am taking lunch alone...i hate taking lunch alone, especially when there others having their grps and chatting away...i feel lonely...

Usually when i have lunch alone, i would just make sure i am gobbling down the food..my face would not face up as i do not want to see familiar faces..

i was calculating my budget while i was walking to IBRC...hmm...i am spending about 5 dollars for my lunch..it not just today...it common for me to spent that much...i only went canteen to eat...i spent so much because i like to snack a lot..that y....therefore..the ultimate conclusion came to my mind...since i am taking 50 buck a week only..then i should not be having gf...this is another reason for mi to justify y i should be having one...ahahz

~}Dreaming of you @ {12:12 AM}

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