wishing upon the stars

Monday, May 15, 2006

LIFE!!!

so many yrs...in the quest of power, prove of ability and outsmarting ppl are nothing but a vision of smoke...haizz...remember once my manager says to mi..since young..he aspire to be a high flyer in his job...but after attaining a second class honours in the university of manchester, he now yearns for a peaceful and stable life now...

this sem...altogether 13 weeks...strictly speaking, its a total of 52 days of schooling...13 weeks*4 days in sch per week...yes...after this 13 weeks i am going for exams already....sad to say...i haven been doing my bit...i skip tutorials this week...and i thoought i know something about AIS...but actually i know nth...after today tutorial..i indeed know nth...and next week is my test...i dunno wat to do...i wanna cry only...dammm

test is coming...project are coming...effective biz writing report also need to submit...how am i going to finish all that...i want to be a high flyer too...i want to excel in studies...i used to be the top...now i am in the bottom...it hard to accept that i cannot be what i wan to be...it hard to accept now i am falling into the bottomless pit...and still falling...i am not climbing up...i am falling...

i need to have a shorter vision...finish my private university with a pass...earning 2k plus to 3 k a mth...leading a peaceful life...living in the midst of the air...an HDB...is this life??i dunno...my mum says it is...my dad say i should not settle for this...if this my life i will just accept it ba...then i got to apologise to my parent i could not do them proud...i am so sorry...

~}Dreaming of you @ {3:59 AM}

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