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Sunday, April 16, 2006

fool again

Westife,fool again...i like to listen to this particular song..cause it resembles how i feel and some of my thoughts are inside...anyway...i think i am a fool once again...sometimes i tend to ponder over certain things and forget the whole situation...right now my feelings are mixed, confused and lousy...imagine my heart is confined inside locked room..waiting for someone to get mi out from the outside..being confined for almost a year is bad...in fact..it get bored and seeks freedom...there are of course gals who try to open it...but they are nt the one i am waiting for...disappointment would cloud me whenever the one who open the door is not her...today, this particular morning, i sms her once again...today is monday, whereby i have to crawl out of my bed after a long weekends of working,tired and fustrated...as usual...her sms would make the situation worse..maybe she think her reply is short and sweet..but to mi...its cruel and pathetic..she usually only reply my last qn, one of my question or not even ans...is like she is not too bothered to reply or she din even bothered to read my sms in full..ahahaz..

i am a normal person aspiring to be someone great...i know i am not good looking..not smart...and neither the perfect kind man in the eys of women...i lack the qualities to be great..i lack patience...the ultimate knowledge to be a great man...i am skeptical toward women since my second gf..one of my greatest mistake is to ditch my 1st gf for the 2nd...some ppl may may say it possesive...but i prefer the word skeptical...but i lack the trust towards gals...cause of that experience i went through...because of that..led to the third breakup..u can say i deserve it...but i just say i am being practical...

lastly...another main problem i have is the lasck of hte ability to process information through the most important part of my body; BRAIN...maybe i usually speak without thinking..i suppose i have hurt one of my best buddies...she the one who has help mi throughout my sec sch life and much of my sucess in my o levels should been attributed for her generous help..recently found out something from someone i am not familiar with...i had told the gal who has help mi deeply to lose weight in a negative way...this has even made know to someone i dunno...omg...i wish to say sry..but thing has long pased...and it difficult to open my mouth...here..i would like to apologise... i am sorry...

~}Dreaming of you @ {6:18 PM}

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