Thursday, April 20, 2006
BOring
heeeyoooo...boring...what a bored day today is...i done nth much today in the office...haizzz...my grades...i dun wanna think of it liaozzz....dammm...
aiyo...suddenly realise i been out with the same grp of friends...the bachalor grp...ahahaz...daron ash and jeric...those friends i have and are attached give all sorts of excuse not to go out...but thinking back i was almost like them anyway...i cannot blame them too...but at least i am not bad as them lor...ahahaz...excuses like i need to save money la...going out with gf la...not free la...budget la...all the same...damm..got better excuses...ahahaz...
my friends say i am funny these few days...maybe i am...i feel a bit too...i dunno y i am suddenly like a child...think i am tooo bored ba...but when i am serious they say i trying to act cool...haizzz...dunno what to do also...ahahaz....
haizzz...i dun like to go hm...i feel lonely...lonely, i'm so lonrly..ahahaz...omg...been single for almost a yr liao...so sianz...feel like finding a new gf...but cannot...i muz concentrate on studies liao...like what i promise my friend...either i patch with her and study hard...or i juz study hard...my GPA muz go up to 3.5...
sch coming liao...got this mixed feelings...but eventually i still like sch...y??because sch is a better place...we dun have to work from 8.30 to 6 anymore...fri is also a off day...and i desperately wants to graduate from this stupid NYP...it a useless poly...thirdly i wan to get my dreams faster....even knowing such thing cannot be rush...and lastly...i wan to perform...once in sch i can show to everyone i am not that stupid lazy shawn....i wan to perform...i gonna show them!!!!!
~}Dreaming of you @ {2:46 AM}
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