wishing upon the stars

Monday, August 08, 2005

if i know it at first,y do i still did that

i was confident...so confident...or maybe too confident...that my relationship was a solid one...i was her first...they say gals will be very serious during their first relationship...believing this, i was confident that my relationship will last if i dun break up with her...i neglected her...i treat her badly...i never treasure her...she was a gd gal...she was tolerant towards mi...but i take thing too far...i never put my heart and soul into this relationship...i did not treasure her...sign appeared...i ignored...i continue with my ways...finally lead to a outcome i never believe...i acepted it...because it was my fault...i try to apologise and correct my ways...but its too late...no doubt...it too late...during my days being single...i think about her...i blame myself...i miss her...i need her...but i cannot do anything....i msg her...her occasion reply was a miricle...i dun blame her...i ask her to go out with mi...it never happens...so wat now???i also dunno...CONFUSED>>>>>>>>>>

~}Dreaming of you @ {2:19 AM}

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